Slow Aggressor Explained

A thousand pale and obscured minds

Man of today live a busy life, mostly unaware of the surrounding world.
Even though we live in an age of information, everything we see or read are already biased. Thus our minds become obscured by our own prejudices, perspectives and opinions and it makes us unable to view the world objectively.

They march for an unknown future

In this state of subjective blindness we aim headstrong into a future we imagine to be known, able to foresee if we just can break it down and control all our actions. The problem arises when everyone wants control of their own world and wills collide, creating more chaos in the process, leaving the future more unknown and unpredictable than before.

On this inevitable path of death

The only thing we can be sure of is our final goal, which ultimately always will be extinction. Sooner or later we will all die, however we try to fight against it. It is the only fact of the future we can know, and the only thing we to some extent can control by taking our own lives.

No words are enough to describe

We are rendered speechless and unknowing of the feelings of frustration that this creates inside of us. We all want control and we all need control, but we actually have no control whatsoever over our pitiful lives.

All the grief that wallows within

This frustration that is building up inside of us results in many different feelings, and one common is the lack of hope, and the inner grief that follows.

All these dark feelings kept suppressed

Feelings like this we supress, unable or unwanting to deal with them, since dealing with them could expose our weakness. Show us for the fragile beings we actually are.

A huge clot inside

Thus we tend to harbor these feelings as they grow inside and builds up during our living years. Growing and growing in our breast until they become all that we are.

Aggression builds inside

And when we are our grief, we no longer have any control. All we have created is a different man, an aggressive man. We will react violently against anything that tries to break our illusions of the world, since we rather live in our dream of the life we never can have. Aggression towards ourselves and aggression towards the fellow man. We slowly become a destructive force of nature. Bitter and empty.